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Post by lwoetin on Dec 1, 2020 1:59:54 GMT -5
it's not a good acronym. ..I am here for a bolpis...
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Post by lwoetin on Dec 1, 2020 1:51:03 GMT -5
husband and wife are supposed to share with one another. can he share his porn time with you? Perhaps not the brutal material though. Is that type just fantasy for him or is he rough with you?
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Post by lwoetin on Nov 27, 2020 5:23:00 GMT -5
"Having finally written all this out, I wouldn't be suprised if you all think I'm in the wrong place and actually need a therapist instead!" Welcome to the forum! Brits sure like to write long posts. I like your strength and how you managed to write the pain without any bitterness. You can be my therapist. "He was shocked at my fury. After all he had always had 'permission to sleep with others'....... well, yes but not *instead* of me!" It seems you are trying to choose between a German girlfriend and a porn addiction. And maybe you can tolerate him just getting sex but not a relationship with another woman. I'm thinking that you've been married for quite a long time and he isn't trying to replace you. I'm not sure what the gf is trying to do though. She is helping him quit his porn addiction because...? Excellent job losing 6.5 stones. (Probably a unit used in Flintstone cartoon show?) It's great you feel attractive and desired. Don't let your husband affect that attitude. I heard there is a recommendation of a certain number of hours of exercise needed to prevent getting the coronavirus. That's an extra incentive to maintain an active lifestyle.
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Post by lwoetin on Nov 25, 2020 1:31:53 GMT -5
Looks like we will be manufacturing body parts in the future. Actually the process of growing certain body parts has been going on for some time. I remember seeing photos of a mouse with a human ear being grown on it's back. That was decades ago so I'm sure a lot of progress has been made since then. And don't forget cloning. that mouse thing is pretty gross. Who knows what people do in their garage. I've seen heart muscle grown using ips method. It was implanted on a patient who had a heart disease.
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Post by lwoetin on Nov 22, 2020 2:54:26 GMT -5
A friend showed me pics of her embryos conceived through in vitro fertilization. There were 7 or so in cups. She said she will have only a couple placed inside her. She then wondered what to do with the rest...give to other couples or donate to science? I didn't realize human embryos are being used in research. The company Regeneron has been in recent news for their medicine to treat coronavirus. In their website, it says they use mouse embryonic stem cells and human blood stem cells (from adult human cells and human embryonic stem cells through in vitro fertilization) for research. I read a little background in a Harvard paper about how adult and embryonic cells are used to grow many cell types in the body: "Since the discovery of human embryonic stem cells, scientists have had high hopes for their use in treating a wider variety of diseases because they are pluripotent, which means they are capable of differentiating into one of many cell types in the body. However, the acquisition of human embryonic stem cells from an embryo can cause the destruction of the embryo, thus raising ethical concerns. In 2006, researchers introduced an alternative to harvesting embryonic stem cells called induced pluripotent stem (iPS) cells. They provided evidence that it was possible to send a normal adult cell back to an undifferentiated, pluripotent stem cell state by introducing genetic material ("outside" DNA) into the cell, a process that alters the original state of the cell. To avoid the use of embryonic stem cells, other researchers have focused more on the use of adult stem cells, but the use is of these cells is limited because unlike embryonic stem cells that grow into any type of mature cell, adult stem cells can only grow into certain cell types." hsci.harvard.edu/news/harvard-and-japanese-researchers-create-embryonic-stem-cells-without-embryoLooks like we will be manufacturing body parts in the future.
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Post by lwoetin on Nov 22, 2020 1:33:15 GMT -5
Watching sports is useful in taking my mind off of my SM. And it is going to be fun this upcoming NBA season...with the #3 pick in the draft and an all-star joined the team today ($120 million guaranteed salary). I'm not sure why it's fun to watch guys shoot balls inside a rim, but it is. I'm not sure why my wife doesn't want to have sex but it's nothing to do with me.... I'M SEXY & I KNOW IT - LMFAO
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Post by lwoetin on Oct 29, 2020 4:41:17 GMT -5
Albert Einstein wrote of Dirac, "I have trouble with Dirac. This balancing on the dizzying path between genius and madness is awful." In another letter he wrote, "I don't understand Dirac at all (Compton effect)." This is hilarious.
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Post by lwoetin on Oct 26, 2020 23:13:53 GMT -5
Mountain looks pretty and you can have lots of land there. I didn't realize Montana is such a big state. How do you stay warm there? Is the heater on the whole day?
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Post by lwoetin on Oct 25, 2020 19:56:31 GMT -5
Sunday morning 7AM, +8F and not -1F like the forecast predicted, so that is a win.
On the losing side 8" of new snow.
Eight AM appointment, here I come.
Already? Which state? Still in mid-70s this week so I will throw more grass seeds on my lawn. Again. My soil sucks.
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Post by lwoetin on Oct 16, 2020 23:49:28 GMT -5
I've repulsed saaranista and other ladies here. They can handle it. Look. Guys. Have you never heard of someone trying to poke you to get a response? I mean, what do you guys want? solitarysoul says he's here for affirmation that it's fine for him to accept his hopelessness; his vies that he is indeed repulsive. So I affirm that for him, and he acts hurt. Perhaps he really wants someone to tell him there's hope. lwoetin you've never repulsed me in any way. I don't even know you guys. Anyway what does it matter what I think? I'm a reasonably well preserved 60 year old woman whose husband won't fuck her! Who am I to judge? Who is ANYONE to judge? Ever heard of a thing called reverse psychology? saaranista. I am happy that you are not repulsed by us. You are actually the only female here that writes to me. I do feel bad when I do repulse others. There was the occasion I was walking by a hot female. And like Lenny and Squiggy, I wanted to just gnaw at my hands as she passed by. Anyway, she turned her face in disgust. But she tripped a little because she wasn't looking straight ahead. So I felt bad I almost caused her to fall. My co-worker goes out with his buddy to bars and this friend of his goes straight up to women and asks one after another if they want to fuck. He repulses a lot of women but he always leaves the place with one. My daughter is in college and was ranting about how guys would talk to her, tell her they're from this so so frat, and then ask if she wants to have sex. She feels disrespected and sad about it. I tell her to study hard. Different forms of repulsive is quite common unfortunately
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Post by lwoetin on Oct 14, 2020 19:49:38 GMT -5
I've repulsed saaranista and other ladies here. They can handle it.
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Post by lwoetin on Oct 12, 2020 0:46:16 GMT -5
I've posted mainly in this section and responses from members have been friendly. I hope you find some comfort here and also learn from experiences of others. We can relate to one another, we're not that different. I don't mind comments that disagree with mine as long as they intend to help and not hurt.
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Post by lwoetin on Sept 25, 2020 1:21:56 GMT -5
Mrs. Mirrororchid taught herself to use lube on herself to make sex possible again after I started dating. I can understand how unromantic it is to do something so medical before passion. Like putting a condom on, it interrupts the flow awkwardly. But tough toenails. We're in our 50s. So is it mirrororchid or mirrorchild? I have no problem with using lube on me and her. She has a problem. She doesn't desire pleasure. I am happy for you that you are getting your needs met although you are still wary that it may be a temporary reset. Seems you've got your polyamory backup plan. My emotional connection with my wife keeps me waiting for any reset. For now, I'm patiently taking mental notes of the experiences of others here.
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Post by lwoetin on Sept 22, 2020 1:30:47 GMT -5
I learned how to aerate my lawn. OK, my HOA threatened to fine me $100/day to treat the weeds, so I had incentive. But it was fun. I made thousands of holes after Sally passed through and the plugs of soil were pretty. I planted seeds, Bermuda and Fescue, and hoping they grow into lush greenery. I can't wait. My neighbor saw me working on my lawn and said I have the best lawn in the neighborhood. We both had a good laugh.
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Post by lwoetin on Sept 22, 2020 1:11:44 GMT -5
Not really sure about the cause, she claims it's because we are in our 50s. The last few years when we did do it she complained more about feeling pain during intercourse probably from menopause. And she has no interest in doing it any more. which is a shame cause I do. And all my parts work perfectly fine so it is quite a bummer. I don't have any ill feelings towards her. She is feeling how she is feeling. And I am free to do as I wish. With consequences I am sure. She is my soulmate so I'm kinda screwed. Maybe humor and laughter she brings will be sufficient to replace sex. jk
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