one step further

I have been feeling enormously stressed for the past few weeks. First the court meeting about the due rent and than preparing for the next court session about finances and my daughter. I have felt very bad because I feel responsible for the risk stbx is going to become homeless. And also feeling very indecisive. Nearly two weeks ago My lawyer has sent papers to court. And last friday I received the papers from stbx's lawyer. I knew something bad was going to come up but it was even worse than I expected. My lawyer told me that he and the opponent had agreed for an other round of responses. So that gave me the chance to respond to all accusations. And I have written a lot of examples on stbx's hygiene obsession. And about his antisocial behavior. I expect that the final response on that from the opponent will come early next week. I can hardly read anything from stbx anymore. Everything he writes fills me with stress, disgust and sadness.
The only advantage of his horrible writings is that I feel less guilty on doing him harm.
Next week Friday court... It is totally unpredictable what is going to be decided. Financially they demand absurd amounts. I can't imagine a judge would do what stbx wants.