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Post by darktippedrose on Sept 3, 2020 19:21:33 GMT -5
My step-daughter asks me that. All the time. maybe not all the time but quite often. I just tell her not to ask questions she doesn't want to know. My daughter however doesn't like her dad at all and wishes she had a nicer dad. She wants me to have a man that treats me nice one day.
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Post by darktippedrose on Sept 3, 2020 18:57:19 GMT -5
I separated from the bed when I was 29. I was sick and tired of crying myself to sleep. He wouldn't have sex with me. He refused me all the time. Said I was like an annoying cat or that I looked at his choopie like a starving Ethiopian.
He hated it. It made him feel like a boy toy.
So I decided that I'd sleep in my own bed when we moved. And .... he hasn't missed me since. he LOVES sleeping by himself while I love cuddles and other stuff. He thinks its too immature.
If you ask him, he says he thought I'd never grow the F up.
So yeah, I prefer it.
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Post by darktippedrose on Sept 3, 2020 18:42:43 GMT -5
does anyone know the safest way to save up money for emergencies without having to alert your spouse or the IRS?
just curious
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Post by darktippedrose on Sept 23, 2019 21:11:27 GMT -5
I think your spouse might be like mine, and is just repulsed by oral, an aversion to it. My husband thought it was too degrading to him as a man. And it quickly escalated from there. Its incredibly difficult to "convert" a refuser.
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 31, 2019 17:32:18 GMT -5
my perfect vacation would probably be a belly dance workshop with an awesome dance teacher.
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 28, 2019 11:57:26 GMT -5
Probably Sishkabob, or anything Greek or turkish but with no carbs lol
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 26, 2019 14:31:12 GMT -5
What I'm emberassed to admit to?
probably bdsm. my sexuality identity isn't something you "come out" about. And my husband has also expressed how abnormal one of my fetishes is.
you can not be into it and still not be so mean about it.
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 22, 2019 12:11:21 GMT -5
I hate mopping the most and organizing. its so hard when one of your kids is like an episode of "hoarders" in the making
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 20, 2019 3:11:14 GMT -5
I feel out of place in big crowds, cuz I"m such a huge nerd. lolz.
Also, in gatherings where people are complaining about their spouses. Its disturbing and distressing and I just can't fake it like I can understand a woman who can't stand her husband embracing her first thing after work.
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 16, 2019 12:43:24 GMT -5
My top 3 places I want to visit Iraq - because there are many graves of religious martyrs. It would be a great spiritual journey for me.
Turkey - because of beauty and culture and they have a town there where everyone take care of the cats
Egypt - because i love belly dance lolz
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 14, 2019 14:11:46 GMT -5
The last movie that I watched that I completely enjoyed, would either have to be Harry Potter or Battle of the 5 Armies
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 10, 2019 14:50:51 GMT -5
the last time I was allowed a kiss, I had to of been 27 or 28. the last time it seemed like my husband was actually into it, or at least pretending, I was probably 24 or 25. I'm 34 now.
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 9, 2019 12:48:02 GMT -5
I don't actually get to eat out on a weekly basis. not enough money. when I do eat out at a restaurant, its usually with family. So ......several times a year.
Ordering in, sometimes once a month, but I'm doing less of that due to my new diet.
and eating out, lolz. I haven't really ever had that done to me. It made my husband feel too degraded to go through with it.
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 8, 2019 13:03:23 GMT -5
I don't think those are entirely bad characteristics, lol My husband would probably say that I'm a liar, that I'm immature and I exaggerate. He would say that my romance novels give me unrealistic expectations of marriage. Your question for today: According to your spouse (or significant other), what is your biggest fault? My wife says that I am controlling and dominant. I don’t necessarily believe she thinks that but she likes that label for me. Probably makes her feel better.
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Post by darktippedrose on Jan 2, 2019 14:41:57 GMT -5
Before I was completely cut off from sex at 29, (I'll be 35 in February), I had had a lot of post sex depression since around 24. My husband didn't like it when I told him what to do. He'd go straight for my clit and it hurt. By the time it felt good, he said I was giving him arthritis. He didn't like kissing because it was too "white" or whatever. And after 25, my husband refused to give me orgasm more and more often. Sex became painful. Sometimes I would cry after sex. I yearned for sex for months, and then I wasn't allowed kissing and holding and cuddling. He'd rush through it. I hated it. I'm not sure which is worse, the post depression or the constant yearning for something you can't have. That's awful, darktippedrose . Did the lack of kissing and affection make you feel more distant from him? I'm guessing it would. Admittedly I'm white myself, but I never thought there was a racial element to kissing. I'm half white and half arab, and he claims that its something that only white women like. He doesn't like mixed kids like me. So .... yeah. Feeling distanced from my husband is a culmination of things. NO nonsexual intimacy. Him getting meaner to the kids. Him blatantly admitting, almost boasting about the other women he slept with, etc. I still have yearnings just not from him. I don't think I can love him or feel loved by him. I know he won't change but getting away from him can be quite tricky.
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