Needing positive vibes
May 18, 2016 15:51:12 GMT -5
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Post by JMX on May 18, 2016 15:51:12 GMT -5
I just went through a marathon session opening mail. Always alone doing this. Ad after ad after ad, offering the magic pill to lower my tax debt if only I use them (I had notification of a lien being placed on the house, of which I took care of the appeal and paperwork myself, setting up a stiff payment plan I am not sure I can handle). Opened other bills too. I am letting my phone go to voice mail and not answering non-IRS related bill collector calls. I told someone just today that it would be a cold day in hell before I had enough money for advertising and even though his sales tactics were impressive, he was in line behind the IRS. He won't stop texting me. A compliment does not a sale make, dude. Leave me alone.
I got a little mad thinking about having to linger for as long as I am going to have to linger to pay it down - best case scenario without a miraculous intervention would be about 17 months. I went ahead and booked a free consultation with a tax attorney - who, incidentally also handled family law. I may run the divorce by him as well since my last consultation Jerry McGuired me (divorce is bad news). Hoping this guy is a Bob Sugar, which is probably not good, but oh well. Am not sure I care about how it gets done anymore. Just that it gets done.
Robbing Peter, paying Paul - I had a nice check, it will be gone by Friday but I will be all caught up on the bills, although I am having second thoughts about getting the house caught up as my parents' home is looking more and more relaxing by the day.
My lawn needs to be mowed and I am about to do that tonight. The pool needs to be cleaned for the summer and I suppose I need to get on top of that before the blasted crape myrtles bloom and cause more headache. The kids spilled sugar on my hardwoods in the kitchen. The oldest just reiterated that procreation is the meaning of life (was hoping she didn't pay attention to the husband a couple of weeks ago when he said that shit). Another deal fell through over the weekend, reducing the good month I was to have next month, to a little less even though still a great month. The hubs pulled a groin muscle (likely from the wonky way he lays on the bed playing his video games) and cannot sleep as of late so he is getting up and eating us out of house and home in the middle of the night. He cannot help with anything around the house either. I folded his laundry yesterday - for which I got a surprising "thank you" but he looked at me last night at dinner with this kind of contempt that I cannot put my finger on. Most days I am better, but today is one of those days I feel like I might crack.
I had so much energy yesterday. I got so much done. I am so tired today, just worn slap out. I am trying to stay positive and believe that a clear answer is coming to help get me out. I post in Post SM to remind myself that it is over except for the paper - even if it is a year and a half away.
Send me good vibes and/or prayers. I need energy to deal with all of this shit. Let's pray Bob Sugar is a good tax attorney and a surprisingly good divorce attorney too.
TIA.
I got a little mad thinking about having to linger for as long as I am going to have to linger to pay it down - best case scenario without a miraculous intervention would be about 17 months. I went ahead and booked a free consultation with a tax attorney - who, incidentally also handled family law. I may run the divorce by him as well since my last consultation Jerry McGuired me (divorce is bad news). Hoping this guy is a Bob Sugar, which is probably not good, but oh well. Am not sure I care about how it gets done anymore. Just that it gets done.
Robbing Peter, paying Paul - I had a nice check, it will be gone by Friday but I will be all caught up on the bills, although I am having second thoughts about getting the house caught up as my parents' home is looking more and more relaxing by the day.
My lawn needs to be mowed and I am about to do that tonight. The pool needs to be cleaned for the summer and I suppose I need to get on top of that before the blasted crape myrtles bloom and cause more headache. The kids spilled sugar on my hardwoods in the kitchen. The oldest just reiterated that procreation is the meaning of life (was hoping she didn't pay attention to the husband a couple of weeks ago when he said that shit). Another deal fell through over the weekend, reducing the good month I was to have next month, to a little less even though still a great month. The hubs pulled a groin muscle (likely from the wonky way he lays on the bed playing his video games) and cannot sleep as of late so he is getting up and eating us out of house and home in the middle of the night. He cannot help with anything around the house either. I folded his laundry yesterday - for which I got a surprising "thank you" but he looked at me last night at dinner with this kind of contempt that I cannot put my finger on. Most days I am better, but today is one of those days I feel like I might crack.
I had so much energy yesterday. I got so much done. I am so tired today, just worn slap out. I am trying to stay positive and believe that a clear answer is coming to help get me out. I post in Post SM to remind myself that it is over except for the paper - even if it is a year and a half away.
Send me good vibes and/or prayers. I need energy to deal with all of this shit. Let's pray Bob Sugar is a good tax attorney and a surprisingly good divorce attorney too.
TIA.
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