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Post by reinorchid on Mar 21, 2017 23:37:27 GMT -5
I am not sure. We are sometimes friends but I am often enraged at him. Then mad at myself for the f ing waste of energy. Then I flip to not caring. Outsource? How? Not sure I am OK with that. Divorce? I am afraid.Around the wheel I go. More often just depressed now....
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Post by shamwow on Mar 22, 2017 8:27:35 GMT -5
I am not sure. We are sometimes friends but I am often enraged at him. Then mad at myself for the f ing waste of energy. Then I flip to not caring. Outsource? How? Not sure I am OK with that. Divorce? I am afraid.Around the wheel I go. More often just depressed now.... If you look at the 5 stages of grief it sounds like you're past denial. That one usually takes the longest. If you are alternating between anger and depression it sounds like "progress" as twisted as that sounds. Look, shams law #1 is in effect here. First figure out what you want second figure out how to do it and third do it. The first step is the hardest but if you can figure that out the rest tend to fall into line. |
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