Post by Caris on Jul 5, 2016 18:36:06 GMT -5
I just woke up from an afternoon nap, and a nightmare.
I was at a party with a guy I don't know, when my ex called and started quizzing me about where I was, who I was with, and by the things he said, I knew he was going through my personal belongings. It was a bad connection, and even though I reminded him we were divorced, I was very upset and scared to go home to another horrible argument.
Imagine my relief, when I woke up, (scared and heart racing) in my own bed, in my own place, several states away, and all I could say was, "Thank God, Thank God," while trying to calm my breathing and heart.
The irony of this is, he was my last date, even though I've been single for a year. I haven't been to a party in years, and I was always with him.
I've never felt so relieved to find myself single, and alone, with no one to answer to. Freedom feels good right now.
I was at a party with a guy I don't know, when my ex called and started quizzing me about where I was, who I was with, and by the things he said, I knew he was going through my personal belongings. It was a bad connection, and even though I reminded him we were divorced, I was very upset and scared to go home to another horrible argument.
Imagine my relief, when I woke up, (scared and heart racing) in my own bed, in my own place, several states away, and all I could say was, "Thank God, Thank God," while trying to calm my breathing and heart.
The irony of this is, he was my last date, even though I've been single for a year. I haven't been to a party in years, and I was always with him.
I've never felt so relieved to find myself single, and alone, with no one to answer to. Freedom feels good right now.
