You don't love me that way The words that you say Make it obvious now Why try pretending you care When feelings aren't there Just be honest with me It's not getting easier With the two of us just standing here Knowing we don't love the same I said, "Don't feel ashamed Feelings just change It's so clear to me now. Don't cry you can't deny Both of us tried for each other." It's not getting easier With the two of us just standing here Knowing we don't love the same You don't love me that way The words that you say Make it obvious now
The National - About Today
Today You were far away And I Didn't ask you why What could I say I was far away You just walked away And I just watched you What could I say How close am I To losing you Tonight You just close your eyes And I just watch you Slip away How close am I To losing you Hey, are you awake Yeah I'm right here Well can I ask you About today How close am I To losing you How close am I To losing
Mumford and Sons - Ditmas
And in time As one reminds the other of past A life lived much too fast to hold onto How am I losing you? A broken house Another dry month waiting for the rain And I had been resisting this decay I thought you'd do the same But this is all I ever was And this is all you came across those years ago Now you go too far Don't tell me that I've changed because that's not the truth And now I'm losing you Fragile sound The world outside just watches as we crawl Crawl towards a life of fragile lines And wasted time And so I cry As I hold you for the last time in this life This life I tried so hard to give to you What would you have me do? But this is all I ever was And this is all you came across those years ago Now you go too far Don't tell me that I've changed because that's not the truth And now I'm losing you Where I used to end was where you start You were the only one And now I see your eyes move too fast You were the only one Careful hands And wandering without that much to say Your words are empty as the bed we made Is there another way? Oh love, is there another way? But this is all I ever was And this is all you came across those years ago Now you go too far Don't tell me that I've changed because that's not the truth And now I'm losing you And now I'm losing you
Music is my escape into my own feelings sometimes; I can go on for ages on this
Last Edit: Nov 6, 2019 11:50:31 GMT -5 by warplain
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petrushka: I've no idea what it is with the toilet paper hoarding. I walked out of a supermarket yesterday and saw a woman with the jumbo sized trolley and some 4x 18 roll packs of toilet paper. Nuts. Completely nuts. Incidentally, a bidet is definitely the way to go
Mar 14, 2020 6:18:43 GMT -5
petrushka: Even her little 5 or 6 year old was questioning her purchase!
Mar 14, 2020 6:25:44 GMT -5
petrushka: One of my favourite quotes for the last 30 years: "don't ever look a sheep in the eyes, the intellectual vacuum may suck your brains out". Well, let's all drink to the sheeple! (besides, alcohol is a good disinfectant).
Mar 14, 2020 6:31:26 GMT -5
frednsa: so...............i'd like to tell her when she "attempts to placate me": have you ever been invited to a party where you knew for certain that you WEREN'T wanted ?
Mar 19, 2020 15:57:05 GMT -5
worksforme2: Former Miss Hawaii tests positive. Being the gallant lad that I am I have offered her the use of my guest bedroom to "shelter in place"..
Mar 23, 2020 20:34:21 GMT -5
worksforme2: Hey tamara68, there is a covid19 positive cat in Belgium, watch out for it.
Mar 30, 2020 14:05:56 GMT -5
tamara68: @worksforme I think I have to be more careful for all infected people. Most likely I already have Covid19
Apr 1, 2020 3:29:42 GMT -5
worksforme2: tamara68.....it's been a couple weeks since you posted you may have the covid19 virus. hopefully you are feeling better and are on your way to renewed health
Apr 11, 2020 5:31:38 GMT -5
tamara68: @worksforme thanks, yes I am feeling better. How is it in the USA?
Apr 14, 2020 1:57:26 GMT -5
worksforme2: some better and some worse,..virus seems to be slowing down, but people are beginning to refuse to stay inside,...worst thing I see is Biden leading in the election poles,...but that could be fake news
Apr 20, 2020 16:56:22 GMT -5
mirrororchid: Politics? Is that what we want to happen here?
Apr 21, 2020 6:21:24 GMT -5
petrushka: Certainly not American style politics. Toxic echo chambers.
Apr 23, 2020 16:21:52 GMT -5
petrushka: However, I feel that sexual politics, including political moves that impact the relationships between gender (misogynist, misandrist, etc) definitely deserve room in this context.
Apr 23, 2020 16:22:59 GMT -5
fred: just calculated that i've spent somewhere near 19,000 days (& nights) as a "rejectee".AND that allows for 2,000+ days (& nights) on business travel apart from her. i've chosen to "stay" .....would never do that again, and can't as you see doing the math
May 15, 2020 18:01:15 GMT -5
worksforme2: 19000 days and nights,....damn dude, that's 52 yrs.
Jun 17, 2020 9:19:10 GMT -5
fred: you're a little short works - was thinking this AM, there has NEVER been a day when she indicated desire for me physically (other than for heavy lifting or finance)........LOL...........earlier, i had enough libido for both of us, now i'm left with guilt
Jun 20, 2020 13:11:12 GMT -5
fred: over imposing myself on her rather than simply leaving .....DAMN LOVE ANYWAY !
Jun 20, 2020 13:12:12 GMT -5
mesulina: update everyone, still has not happened. I have now come to accept that I will live with out. It is just different now.
Jun 29, 2020 19:32:31 GMT -5
worksforme2: Sorry mesulina,... but on the positive side you did stock up on toys a short time back,..now might be the time to go for the gusto
Jun 30, 2020 17:42:54 GMT -5
grower: Embrace a change, you will wonder why you waited so long
Jul 9, 2020 11:22:56 GMT -5