Post by northstarmom on Apr 2, 2018 19:38:12 GMT -5
So, I was watching TV with my SM partner and he said that I should be a model. I was bullied in 6th grade, never asked to dance (not never asked to a dance -- which was true as I was never asked to prom or to a middle or high school dance): never asked to dance) in middle school or high school. And post SM lover says I should be a model. I'm 66, a little overweight, missing the top joints on 3 fingers. I have stretch marks and C-section scars. His eyes sparkle when he sees me. His eyes sparkle more when he sees me naked.
When I divorced my refuser after a 36-year relationship, I was at the point of preferring to be single (as I expected to be for the rest of my life) than to remain in a loveless marriage.
I've been with post SM lover 5 years. I post and read here to remind me of what's behind me so I appreciate what I have. When I divorced, I'd have preferred to be single -- permanently -- than to remain in a sexless and loveless marriage. I still feel that way.
When I divorced my refuser after a 36-year relationship, I was at the point of preferring to be single (as I expected to be for the rest of my life) than to remain in a loveless marriage.
I've been with post SM lover 5 years. I post and read here to remind me of what's behind me so I appreciate what I have. When I divorced, I'd have preferred to be single -- permanently -- than to remain in a sexless and loveless marriage. I still feel that way.
