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Post by callisto on Jan 4, 2017 20:15:29 GMT -5
Actually, I am sick of pussy - footing about and being so very upset and exhausted mentally and physically from this SM dilemma- caring and worrying about everyone and everything.. Feel about ready to tie a red and white spotted hankie to a stick and marching out the door- who cares if I get eaten by the big bad wolf or indeed the black dog. I don't feel frightened anymore when I think of the injustice of the situation- hope I can feel like this when I talk to H!
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Post by callisto on Jan 5, 2017 2:15:54 GMT -5
Oh no. Only slept for 3 hours yet again- woke up in raw fright and sadness. Can't leave or hurt my husband. Love him and care for him too much. Think my heart must be near torn in two - like a fairy tale creature I may be destined to wonder in a metaphorical forest in twilight forever...
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Post by eternaloptimism on Jan 5, 2017 3:00:30 GMT -5
Oh no. Only slept for 3 hours yet again- woke up in raw fright and sadness. Can't leave or hurt my husband. Love him and care for him too much. Think my heart must be near torn in two - like a fairy tale creature I may be destined to wonder in a metaphorical forest in twilight forever... I know that feeling very well. But given time your balance will tip one way or the other! Xxx |
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Post by baza on Jan 5, 2017 3:47:50 GMT -5
Not that I'd personally recommend it, but 'going down with the ship' is a perfectly valid choice Sister callisto.
As is leaving him to sink alone.
There seems no doubt he is going under. That's unfortunate but inevitable.
Who, if anyone, gets sucked under with him is not inevitable.
It's a choice.
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