And We're Back to Quiet Bed

How long this goes on is entirely (that's ENTIRELY) at your discretion Brother unkakris.
You can halt this whenever you choose.
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Doesn't mean you will, or should, though.
That is entirely your choice.
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Choice is a bitch, but no-one gets a pass on it, and no-one is immune from the consequences of their choices.
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The choice may well be perceived as being a choice between a rock and a hard place, but that's it. There is no 3rd choice in these circumstances.
You stay (a perfectly legitimate choice)
or
You go (also a perfectly legitimate choice)
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And lucky you gets to make the call, and wear the consequences.
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Hell of a choice, I don't envy you.
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Addendum
A read of a recent update from Brother SleeplessKnight might be worth your while.
He made some tough choices 4+ years ago, and the consequences have been quite spectacular.