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Post by Deleted on Nov 15, 2017 17:35:14 GMT -5
I want to die just so she can be alone and feel what I feel.....
That would show her!!!
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Post by lifeinwoodinville on Nov 16, 2017 7:50:07 GMT -5
I read this and started to think about what people did for birth control way back in the days. I learned some interesting things. An Egyptian woman would put honey in her prior to sex to trap the sperm. Some Asian women in the 9th century would put rock salt in them before sex. In the 1800’s in Europe women would insert a diaphragm made of vulcanized rubber. Yes, the same process mastered by Charles Goodyear to make superior tires also helped with birth control.
Kind of interesting to know what kind of things our ancestors did to be able to have the health benefits of sex.
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Post by northstarmom on Nov 16, 2017 7:58:11 GMT -5
“ Iwant to die just so she can be alone and feel what I feel.....
That would show her!!!”
I used to have such thoughts. Then I got into individual therapy and also started taking antidepressants. I began loving and appreciated myself. I realized that my spouse’s treatment of me meant he wasn’t worthy of being married to me. I no longer wanted to die. I turned my energy into building a fulfilling life independent of him, eventually, I divorced him. I have never regretted divorcing him. I only consider sometimes how depressed I was and how narrow minded I was to have poured so much love and concern into a man who was unworthy of me. I am glad I lived and allow myself to enjoy life.
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