The cat is out of the bag
Aug 6, 2017 6:56:56 GMT -5
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Post by nolongerlonely on Aug 6, 2017 6:56:56 GMT -5
Hello everyone
I've a confession to make. A very happy one. I've been keeping it under wraps for a little while.
I've been in a dreadful SM for 28 years, i've written long and hard about the awfull subject on here over the past 5 or so months I've been here. With the help of all of you, I've been digging myself out of it all for some time now. I am not lonely any more. Partly because of the forum, but mostly because of one incredibly special person I have met on here. In early posts, we both clicked somehow. There was an intellectual stimulus, a common feeling about everything we felt about a relationship, and how it should work, and how we always dreamed of finding the person, that as time has gone on, we have realised, is each other. In the early days, seeing her on the doppelganger thread, I thought, wow. We started to exchange a few messages. We had an instant bond. That bond grew stronger and stronger, and finally, after a couple of months, we decided the strength of our feelings was so great, we needed to meet. That was a very nervous moment, but within seconds, we knew it was all true, everything we had felt.
All I can say, is I have found the love of my life. I have watched scores of films, read hundreds of books, and met many many people face to face over the years, but never in all my life have I found a connection like we have. In every way. I truly want to spend the rest of my life with her. Everyday here, waiting for my divorce to be final, waiting for the house to sell, its pure torture. I would like to get in my car and never come back, so we can start our wonderful lives together.
We understand one another on every level, the SM, the years of control from our x's. The constant feeling of not being wanted over all that time. But theres so much more to 'US'. We enjoy each other's company on every level, we laugh, we cry, we have fun. We do other wonderful things too. Everything gets better and better. And I know, its always going to be this way, because we both have the same mindset, and talk through everything together. No secrets, no separate lives, just a wonderful fairy tale. I count myself as the luckiest man on the planet. Please watch this space, and merrygoround, I love you with all my heart. I love the bones of you.
Thank you everyone. None of this would have happened without this place. I'm the luckiest man on the planet
I've a confession to make. A very happy one. I've been keeping it under wraps for a little while.
I've been in a dreadful SM for 28 years, i've written long and hard about the awfull subject on here over the past 5 or so months I've been here. With the help of all of you, I've been digging myself out of it all for some time now. I am not lonely any more. Partly because of the forum, but mostly because of one incredibly special person I have met on here. In early posts, we both clicked somehow. There was an intellectual stimulus, a common feeling about everything we felt about a relationship, and how it should work, and how we always dreamed of finding the person, that as time has gone on, we have realised, is each other. In the early days, seeing her on the doppelganger thread, I thought, wow. We started to exchange a few messages. We had an instant bond. That bond grew stronger and stronger, and finally, after a couple of months, we decided the strength of our feelings was so great, we needed to meet. That was a very nervous moment, but within seconds, we knew it was all true, everything we had felt.
All I can say, is I have found the love of my life. I have watched scores of films, read hundreds of books, and met many many people face to face over the years, but never in all my life have I found a connection like we have. In every way. I truly want to spend the rest of my life with her. Everyday here, waiting for my divorce to be final, waiting for the house to sell, its pure torture. I would like to get in my car and never come back, so we can start our wonderful lives together.
We understand one another on every level, the SM, the years of control from our x's. The constant feeling of not being wanted over all that time. But theres so much more to 'US'. We enjoy each other's company on every level, we laugh, we cry, we have fun. We do other wonderful things too. Everything gets better and better. And I know, its always going to be this way, because we both have the same mindset, and talk through everything together. No secrets, no separate lives, just a wonderful fairy tale. I count myself as the luckiest man on the planet. Please watch this space, and merrygoround, I love you with all my heart. I love the bones of you.
Thank you everyone. None of this would have happened without this place. I'm the luckiest man on the planet
