blue
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Post by blue on Sept 27, 2020 1:29:15 GMT -5
Mirrorchild, It’s not that I think divorce is immoral or unGodly. I am divorced once, but moreso the disaster it would leave in its wake, but if after therapy and really trying to fix my problems and hoping then he addresses his rather than bury them, which is what I think we’ve been doing and now being home together for six months has caused us to confront this and put us at this impasse. I know novelty always wears off, but I need date nights and someone to stare in to my eyes with love and desire regardless if it’s been a year, five years or two decades. For me I’ve discovered this isn’t just sex it’s everything, the other man would’ve been just sex and I don’t want that either. He said he was married and only looking for fun or that was the message I got. I just know it’s different for men.I want it all I suppose or nothing. I realized that I wasn’t going to get what I wanted from that man either. I’m a Christian, I guess maybe I’d say evangelical, and I’m not judging anyone here, because Lord knows I’m a sinner.
Thanks CSL, I will take a look at your blogspot.
I really appreciate all the insight. I’ve been forced to face some harsh truths about my marriage and myself(I’m calling those my default settings) and yay we had sex tonight; it wasn’t earth shattering but it’s a start and it didn’t take much on my part, just a little tic.
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