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Post by seashells on Mar 23, 2021 3:57:12 GMT -5
Dreamt I had the raunchiest sex with a famous guy. Geez it was hot!
And now I’m more horny than usual. And very sad.
Side note: anyone else burst in to tears after masturbating? How f’d up is that! Self-pleasure comes loaded with despair and heart break.
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Post by mirrororchid on Mar 23, 2021 5:42:47 GMT -5
Dreamt I had the raunchiest sex with a famous guy. Geez it was hot! And now I’m more horny than usual. And very sad. Side note: anyone else burst in to tears after masturbating? How f’d up is that! Self-pleasure comes loaded with despair and heart break. Not for me. Instead, I got seething resentment that masturbation was all I had. 'Til the wife got a reality check. No celebrity dreams. In a few of my really good dreams an attractive lady wants me. And I demurely refuse because I'm married. I wake up thinking, "You idiot! That was a freebie! I consented just once. I really gotta learn to lucid dream.
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Post by blueguy on Mar 23, 2021 7:54:31 GMT -5
I don't burst into tears but I do go into a period of sadness and depression because I'm not experiencing this sexual release with my wife, or honestly with any woman that desires me since she does not. It's a quick release of tension but then the mental side starts to take over of shame. I feel guilty in a way for needing to go that route to fulfill my needs.
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Post by Handy on Mar 23, 2021 11:26:26 GMT -5
Taking care of things leads to sleep most of the time.
No celebrity sex dreams but I remember 3 really hot dreams with women a little younger than me that were very satisfying. One dream happened twice.
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Post by h on Mar 24, 2021 11:46:19 GMT -5
No celebrities in my dreams. I did have several recurring dreams involving women I knew from highschool. Those were very nice, but I almost always ended up dying by the end of the dreams. Still worth it though.
Never burst into tears after handling my business though. General sadness/loneliness is common after though. It takes care of the physical urge but not the emotional emptiness.
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Post by deadzone75 on Mar 25, 2021 0:32:19 GMT -5
I'm surprised I never burst into tears after sex with my W.
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Post by worksforme2 on Mar 25, 2021 10:37:35 GMT -5
Never dreamed of sex with a celebrity, just about everyone else though.
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Post by catlover on Mar 25, 2021 23:12:33 GMT -5
Never dreamed of sex with a celebrity, just about everyone else though. I dream of HAVING sex
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Post by jerri on Mar 26, 2021 14:35:40 GMT -5
I did get so low that I cried during masturbation. I really wanted intimacy. I changed that. For the most part, I am not touched unless I reach out. That was hard to deal with until I noticed not a soul in his family will hug. ETA: One time I had the tiny contractions you have after an orgasm for no reason, just laying there, just a couple of pulses but it let me know I was alive!!!! I do dream about past boyfriends in school. They make no sense but at least I got to have sex. Now I kick myself for waiting to have sex so many months. All that got me was someone who doesn't want it to begin with. When getting a FWB I used a mentor to tell me when to go have sex. It took all the pressure away.
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Post by Handy on Mar 26, 2021 20:38:03 GMT -5
No dream about sex but I did dream of getting a private tour in a large home/estate with some very nice wood paneling and fancy wood trim like you see in movies where someone is murdered or where the book cases have secret doors behind them or a secret door behind another wood panel.
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Post by deadzone75 on Apr 23, 2021 1:25:58 GMT -5
Dreamt I had the raunchiest sex with a famous guy. Geez it was hot! And now I’m more horny than usual. And very sad. Side note: anyone else burst in to tears after masturbating? How f’d up is that! Self-pleasure comes loaded with despair and heart break. The power of morning wood is phenomenal. Like, it's painful hard. Like seek immediate medical assistance if it's pulsing for more than 3 hours painful. You wake up, half asleep, and your dick is cooking sausage and eggs and has drank a pot of coffee before you can even remember your name. Crazy.
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Post by lonelycat on May 2, 2021 11:49:22 GMT -5
I did get so low that I cried during masturbation. I really wanted intimacy. I changed that. For the most part, I am not touched unless I reach out. That was hard to deal with until I noticed not a soul in his family will hug. ETA: One time I had the tiny contractions you have after an orgasm for no reason, just laying there, just a couple of pulses but it let me know I was alive!!!! I do dream about past boyfriends in school. They make no sense but at least I got to have sex. Now I kick myself for waiting to have sex so many months. All that got me was someone who doesn't want it to begin with. When getting a FWB I used a mentor to tell me when to go have sex. It took all the pressure away. Hi Jerri, I am new here and I have been following your story, I like how you took control and changed your situation. I envy you! (In a good way).
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Post by jerri on May 3, 2021 20:11:59 GMT -5
lonelycat It was sheer hell for the first couple of years. He was mean, even sabotaging the M. I thought nope, you leave me, everyone will hate me if I leave you! I did exactly what his ex-wife did and I went out and got sex and if he didn't like it he could leave. I was just very upfront about what I was doing. I thought she was a cheater. NOPE, she just wanted sex. hindsight is 20/20! I asked her why she left him and she had nothing but good things to say about him as did his ex GF. He puts up with it. He hates it. I try my best to be sweet and kind but get what I want. Love the avitar. Can you do anything close? Willing to rock the boat? I wanted to be upfront, although I support cheating in these circumstances. I think people should just tell them once, record that entire conversation, then just go out and get what they need from someone who is willing.
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Post by deadzone75 on May 4, 2021 0:56:21 GMT -5
lonelycat It was sheer hell for the first couple of years. He was mean, even sabotaging the M. I thought nope, you leave me, everyone will hate me if I leave you! I did exactly what his ex-wife did and I went out and got sex and if he didn't like it he could leave. I was just very upfront about what I was doing. I thought she was a cheater. NOPE, she just wanted sex. hindsight is 20/20! I asked her why she left him and she had nothing but good things to say about him as did his ex GF. He puts up with it. He hates it. I try my best to be sweet and kind but get what I want. Love the avitar. Can you do anything close? Willing to rock the boat? I wanted to be upfront, although I support cheating in these circumstances. I think people should just tell them once, record that entire conversation, then just go out and get what they need from someone who is willing. When they break the vows, your hands are clean.
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Post by jerri on May 4, 2021 4:19:06 GMT -5
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