Post by warmways on Apr 30, 2016 14:51:04 GMT -5
I'm fading from his view even more as seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years go by...and with each passing second the dysfunction continues.
l fade from him but light up inside - gradually.
Resurrecting and reclaiming myself.
Choosing to be present..aware of my thoughts and honoring them.
I'm alive and feel sad, angry and alone and mostly lost. Where is my voice?
But I turn back to the present .. to doing my best
the love towards myself
and to others
Builds strength and love.
Sometimes I do better writing out lines like this!!
My h is a love avoidant. It's way too painful to live like this. I'm taking steps to getting employed again and dreaming and beginning to plan on one day being free.
I hope that everybody is having a good weekend!
l fade from him but light up inside - gradually.
Resurrecting and reclaiming myself.
Choosing to be present..aware of my thoughts and honoring them.
I'm alive and feel sad, angry and alone and mostly lost. Where is my voice?
But I turn back to the present .. to doing my best
the love towards myself
and to others
Builds strength and love.
Sometimes I do better writing out lines like this!!
My h is a love avoidant. It's way too painful to live like this. I'm taking steps to getting employed again and dreaming and beginning to plan on one day being free.
I hope that everybody is having a good weekend!
