Starting to look at me, how I can be a truer me. Today I am going swimming. As a younger man I loved swimming but she did not and it fell by the wayside. It will be a rediscovery. One of my kids in a project I work with gave me a wonderful thought. He is 8 and so delightful. He is very popular and I commented that he seemed to be known and liked by everybody. I asked him his secret. He pondered and replied, "I smile and say hello to everybody and try to remember their names". Wow!
Another bad night, so horny I could not sleep. I lay there wanting her so badly and scared to touch her for beibg angrily rebuffed. So, today I feel wasted and empty. Some days I cannot see any future and it is a struggle to get to the next day. But I will get there, one day atca time, dear Lord.
I'm sorry you're going through this.
how was swimming, though? And take those dance classes! anything you can do to get away from her nastiness is good. Fuck the chore play.
When things get really bad, remember to keep breathing.
Post by lessingham on Mar 19, 2019 14:44:22 GMT -5
The swimming was oddly wonderful. The only downside were the godawful showers. I am far too grown up to put up with a trickle of tepid water. I love the weightlessness of tbe water and delight in passing through a band of sunlight caught in the pool
misssunnybunny: You're welcome! So glad to hear you had a great day
Jan 19, 2019 16:34:01 GMT -5
worksforme2: anyone hear anything lately from mrslowmaintenance or smartkat?
Jan 24, 2019 18:06:02 GMT -5
petrushka: Just saw the forecast for Mildura at 47C -- I hope you and Ms. Enna are going to be ok Baz. That's getting dangerous.
Jan 24, 2019 20:10:00 GMT -5
lifeinwoodinville: I last heard from mrslowmaintenance about a month ago. I have been in regular contact with her for the last year and a half. I feel comfortable in saying that her situation remains unchanged. If you want to know more PM me.
Jan 25, 2019 22:36:50 GMT -5
worksforme2: Hey baza,...I know it's hot and dry down under. N.C. is having record rainfall. I would gladly trade some rain for some sunshine....
Feb 22, 2019 20:28:35 GMT -5
tamara68: Today it's steak and blowjob day! I suppose the steak is for those who don't get a blowjob.
Mar 14, 2019 16:49:49 GMT -5
petrushka: tamara68 Laughing with tears in my eyes. And my steak is going to be semolina gruel, due to some tummy upset :-\
Mar 15, 2019 1:11:10 GMT -5
misssunnybunny: So sad to hear the news from New Zealand. Boston Strong supports Kiwi Strong!!
Mar 15, 2019 7:46:22 GMT -5
petrushka: I was gobsmacked when I heard. This is just not us. In all of 2017 we had 37 murders in the country ..... I think the echo chambers of "social media" have a lot to answer for.
Mar 15, 2019 18:45:45 GMT -5
baza: Feeling for our Brothers and Sisters across the ditch Brother petrushka .
Mar 15, 2019 19:27:50 GMT -5
misssunnybunny: petrushka, I thought I read the headline wrong (this stuff happens here, not in NZ). It is frightening the hate that is being spread; it makes my heart hurt.
Mar 15, 2019 20:46:54 GMT -5
saarinista: All of us, IMHO, should try to be civil and kind as much as possible in person and online. I actively Tweet (civilly) on political matters and am horrified by the rancor & trolling on both sides of the spectrum, which only inflames unstable people.
Mar 19, 2019 23:21:20 GMT -5