Post by merrygoround on Aug 7, 2017 16:10:06 GMT -5
Wow I'm rather overwhelmed and thank you all so much for your good wishes.
But I'd like to thank nolongerlonely most of all. For everything. I love you darling.
For what we have been through, are still going through and may carry with us for some time to come, what I would like to say to all of you here is that we are all givers, empaths and some of the kindest and loving people around. That in spite of the cruelty, rejection and soul-sucking, confidence destroying shit that our previous "relationships" have been, that please don't let it colour the fantastic person you are.
I have of course had the most heartfelt conversations with nolongerlonely on a much deeper level and he could have been reduced to a mere shadow of a man. Instead, I have found in him the wittiest, funniest, most thoughtful and generous, kindest, sweetest, loving humans I have ever met. And he's an absolute knock out in the sack!
So if I ever had the chance to meet his ex, I'd thank her too and say "damn girl, you don't know what you're missing. Your loss, my gain".
Sure there are questions and concerns - am I doing this right? Do you like this? The answer has always been a "hell yesssss!" Lol but the point is, when you're matched with an equal, it's damn fun trying it out. And at least you bloody try and have someone who is willing to try back. And wow, finally being able to be yourself and express what and who you truly are - priceless.
Mutual respect. Conversations, not one-sided lectures. And just damn good fun.
And finally, happiness. I never thought I would be. Never thought I was worthy of it. But he's changed my world. And I love the bones of him too.
Post by nolongerlonely on Aug 15, 2017 10:00:30 GMT -5
thank you everyone, especially that lovely last comment lyn, thank you so much. I cant wait for every day together, it hurts being apart. We are both such similar characters in so many ways, we both love to laugh and have fun, and I've never felt so wanted in all my life. We are a perfect match, the fact that we both endured an SM as well has just made our mutual understanding towards thoughts and feelings well, incredible. merrygoround is the dream I never thought I'd find, I endured the SM for so long I never ever thought I would find her. But I have. And its all because of this place. I'm blessed. There's no other word for it. xx
since finding this place, I'm not lonely any more, I've discovered peas to go with my carrots (just like Jenny and Forrest)